想了得久自已失敗在那裡
也許我高估了自已對愛情的能力
突然發現我不懂得愛.
打開電話通訊,
我找不到一個可以給我固定關心聆聽我的人..
說愛我的人現在在那裡..
我的真心對待為何不被他們真心對待
我的一番體諒卻可是無謂??!!

從來都希望愛情河水不犯井水，沒有人有必要對我好，是的
卻太天真的相信因為你對人好只少不被傷害的導理...
每個我愛過的 都沒有錯..是我所期待的愛情錯了...
所以一點生氣一點恨都沒有...
是我太愛你還是不夠愛你???
好想哭可是眼淚流不出來,
是我愛你不夠完全..
心裡的碎片因為失修太多補不回來...難怪現在心沒有疼,但心很酸...

我不是因為好勝才堅支下去的......因為我還想愛...可是這一息間心死了....
現在我作好了準備..沒有再途避...
我愛的人或是愛我的人我都放手了...
放手是不給你們壓力, 要來就來要去就去.......

Dear Ivy ,

thank you so much for bring with me at macau trip and give me those happy moment ...

i m really appreciate that i have a fd like u ...

u are always being with me when i m feeling hurt and insecure and sad...u really touch my heart cas i can feel ur kindness and caring ..

thanks for cheer me up .and let me do wt ever i wanted to do ..although u think i m so stupid to do all that ...

baby..i try so hard to dont living in the shadow ...i thought i dont feel hurt anymore..but after the trip i realised i was acting the way like the guys who hurted me ...

also i realised that i m really a simple girl but without courage ...i need the man who love me as i expected and holding my hand to walk through .. and i m waiting for... so that in the furture, baby please keep being with me .and advise me that who is good n who is bad...

anyway love u always ..and i m also the one who can share n being with u when u feel sad or happy...

looking forward to our next trip ..!

Love

Rhoda

 

忙到個人精神緊張呀.......

好鬼辛苦呀....